Megaflittchen

new secret journal

2005-03-22T23:58:59Z

i'll add you if I love you

deerfight @ 2005-03-21T22:20:00

2005-03-22T03:24:27Z

Dear Lj,
I'm leaving you. I <3333 you and all but...this is getting boring. As much as I love everyone on my friends list (and I do!) I don't have anything to say, or anything that would merit the use of an online journal. I'll be back eventually, I promise. If you'd like, you can keep me added and one day I'll make a new journal filled with great things. I love all of you, each and every one, and you're the only reason I've kept and lj for so long. If you want to keep in contact w/ me, my email is firstfloorpower@gmail.com and I also have a myspace (commentors are cool)and a website i have a sn which is cameroar

i'm only a little sad because it's late at night and who will be reading this? no one, i think.

<333333333333333 Isabel.

deerfight @ 2005-03-12T17:04:00

2005-03-12T22:05:58Z

today has been really productive. I sat around and read, danced, baked, and picked the kids up from dance class! I'm turning into a housewife. I'll update again later, I have to go make sure I don't burn the rizotto!

deerfight @ 2005-03-09T19:04:00

2005-03-10T00:09:09Z

this is an old thing, i probably posted it before...I don't care, I <3 it kind of.
okok list time

TODAY
+I made some new friends
-I hung out w/ Victoria
+My graphic design teacher R00lZzZ
+This girl brought her hamster into school. amazing.
-I didn't go to newspaper...I know, I=nerd
-I cut my finger open when I was trying to change a lightbulb
+I snuck on the bus w/o the busdriver noticing
+I had a really good slice of pizza

end.

baby pics

2005-03-09T01:49:35Z

i look different no?

deerfight @ 2005-03-02T20:16:00

2005-03-03T01:18:17Z

i'm the black one

umm could someone host me? I'm sick of photobucket and I want to upload movies and junk. if you love me, e-mail me @ firstfloorpower@gmail.com...help me plzzzz

snoww

2005-03-01T00:21:03Z

in the snow

I <3 when it snows, but only when there is a possibility of a snowday. Otherwise what's the point? I should probably do some hw but heck no! Who cares if it snows tommorrow, I'm staying home and watching VH1 all day. And maybe a little court TV!

its the daytime in this pic.

ok if you can see that bush type thing by the fence, thats thee pet graveyard where all my pets (ok my turtle) and birds that my cat slaughtered and left in my bed are buried.
and the table is for picnics obviously.

in my snowhut/playhouse. hahah when this was first built I was 5 and the night that my dad finished it I had this really graphic nightmare where This sweet old man lived there and one day a T-Rex came and decapitated him only there was no blood, just a little marble shaped head. And then this African tribe took me to a diner where they told me what a great guy this little old man was and how he'd really be missed. I was strange.

I sat down thinking my ass wouldn't get covered in snow. I guess I was wrong. was sitting in a weird position.

Now I'm tired.

good times

2005-02-27T18:41:29Z

mon dieu, I am tres bored. pour vrai.

deerfight @ 2005-02-25T20:21:00

2005-02-26T01:22:30Z

lolol i've done absolutely nothing productive in the past week, what about you?

deerfight @ 2005-02-17T19:21:00

2005-02-18T00:25:12Z

last night i watched the movie "Freaks" man that was a good movie. It had the best ending ever.

Next week i might be going snowboarding. Score! I reallly hope it happens because it'll be something to do. Plus I really like going to those ski lodges, despite the fact that it's filled with yuppie families.

I just cut my hair. I hatttttttteee long curly hair, so I always cut mine when it starts to touch my shoulders. I want to dye it before I go to France.

<3333333

2005-02-15T03:43:10Z

ok here's the obligatory valentine's day rant:
today was pretty sucky, not because I didn't have a valentine but I didn't get to hang out wth my favorite people. Then of course they had people send roses to their friends and junk. I was actually relieved that I didn't get one. I really hate when people like me. It's really comlicated but it's a real turn off when people ask me out. Not that I have people lining up but when Vinny asked me to the V-day dance a few weeks ago, i kind of blew him off and I just said "thank you" and ran for the hills.

hmm wtf myspace is full of people from my school. Fucking weird. Some girl in my history class added me even though we've gone to the same school for 4 years and she's never once spoken to me. Plus she WriTesS LyKe DisS.

in da city

2005-02-14T00:17:40Z

I'm convinced that the city is ultimately the coolest palce on earth, desptite the fact that every time i go there i witness public urination. Last night I went to this art show andd it was great.
The gallery was pretty packed and this guy kept running around with a camera. Some english guy was there with his dog, and the dog was wearing spandex. that made me lol. Afterwards i went to the cowgirl hall of fame which is my favorite restaurant. I only go there really for the ice cream baked potato desert, it rules. Then there was the obligatory round of DDR at Andrea's house. I can do standard mode now! I killed my body, but who cares!

art

a picture at the cowgirl

a toilet stall

i couldn't resist

it looks like a ghost!

this is probably my favorite GIF.

face

2005-02-10T22:37:16Z

longest. week. ever.

deerfight @ 2005-02-07T22:48:00

2005-02-08T03:49:32Z

life is pretty sweet. i got a new camer, so your friends page better watch its back.

BaCk 2 SkeWL

2005-02-01T22:34:42Z

ew school is so gross. I'd forgotten how much I hated it. When I went to go get my program and report card today i kind of threw up in my mouth a little. For some reason school makes me all nervous and I say stupid things. \

my dad calls me as I was waiting for the bus:

him:"so i called the doctor and the test result are back...and well they have your MRI and blood tests results and..*sniflesniffle*...can you just...hold on a second..*sniffle*..ok, let me try this again...They have your test results...and...YOU'RE FINE!"

Way to make me piss my pants asshole. I was almost crying. for serious. That would sucked because I was in the bus shelter and I certainly would have gotten cut.

deerfight @ 2005-01-30T13:52:00

2005-01-30T18:57:11Z

I've had to get 2 bloodtests in the past 24 hours. it was really creepy. The first one was an MRI/bloodtest and they stuck me in this tunnel type thing for a half an hour. They had a mask over my face, i felt like Hannibal Lecter. During the 2nd one I almost passed out, which is weird because usually I'm really tuff around blood. But this time I don't know, I just felt really sick.

If I keep talking about my ailments I'll probably turn into an 80 year old woman!

everybody

2005-01-27T22:56:21Z

...tell me about yourself

deerfight @ 2005-01-17T15:16:00

2005-01-17T20:18:08Z

my throat might just explode.

"run forest run"

2005-01-12T22:23:26Z

i feel like nancy drew. I did a little detective work with Cathy and Andrea, and i think we've foiled the culprit! cathy had a picture of someone's arm taking a picture with my camera. so now all we have to do is find someone who has a really ugly blue and white jacket on and we'll probably find the camera! I am an excellent detective!

after school i hung with cana and kirst. man i am so excited about going to France with them, we are going to have so much fun. i can't wait to see celia again and talk in french and be really european.

hahah homg my sister has the usher CD! aww how generic...

deerfight @ 2005-01-09T13:47:00

2005-01-09T18:48:07Z

i'm 16 today. gross.

txt

2005-01-06T00:37:05Z

yesterday this cheerleader in my science class invited me to her party on friday night. it's a sleepover. i swear, when she told me this i had to pretend that i'd dropped something just so she wouldn't see me laugh. what makes me nervous is that I think I might actually go! I told a whole bunch of people that she'd invited me and what a joke it was and they were all like "oh what do you mean, i'm going too"

Andrea and I defaced her wall. We drew Tayshawn the tampon, big brow babe and a whole bunch of other sexually sugeestive things. But it was really sad, she told me that Sebastian (my nicest cutest buddy) was an AIDS carrier. I didn't really quite understand, she kept saying "He doesn't have AIDS, but his kids will have AIDS maybe" way to explain!

Oh and speaking of France, I'm leaving the 19th of April! i'm so fucking excited. France>wherever you live.

deerfight @ 2005-01-03T17:16:00

2005-01-03T22:17:49Z

There is something about me that's a real turn-off, i just can't figure it out...

new year's eve

2005-01-01T18:38:53Z

last night was terrible and amazing. my mom was pissed at me because i went to the city w/o telling her, so i had to go to some swanky party with her friends. that basically sucked the life out of me. they were a few kids but they were 10 maybe. and one kid brought a hamster. so much for swanky, right? but no it gets worse. Jeremy's parents were there. without jeremy. they basically said "oh jeremy didn't come because he's not a loser". i felt retarded. My hand wasn't so numb but then i got a really weird headache. Whenever i tilted my head it would start to hurt. I kept falling over and people thought i was drunk. but i guess it wasn't so bad, i had fun with the little kids, they were so cute. All the little girls were talking about their sex dreams.

in the village.

at wendy's Andrea ordered her food and then walked out. it took her about 5 minutes to figure out that she hadn't gotten her food. it made me lol

Andrea is an alien! but hey i can't talk she got a really embarassing picture of me sapping my ass

on the train.

deerfight @ 2004-12-31T18:21:00

2004-12-31T23:25:45Z

I can already tell 2005 is going to suck because my right hand has gone completely numb! i have starting the new year off with paralyzation. It's a wonder i can type this. i've had to backspace at lest 12 times aleready. but anyway, this vacation went way too fast. i would have no problem going back to school if i didn't have 567867 projects due.
jesus christ wtf is wrong with my hand!? karma is biting me in the ass/hand.

i don't want to make a real entry

2004-12-30T00:48:56Z

...so i'm just gonna post this instead